my mind, it goes kind of fast
i'll try to slow it down for you.


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Today I watched Slumdog Millionaire and loved it. It was full of hope and all about destiny, which is everything I (want to) believe in.

Today I had my vanilla soy latte with ice. I also had hot chocolate. Yes, chocolate. Down to the last ooey gooey drop.

Today I got new clothes in my mail.

Today I spent most of the afternoon with my favouritest person.

Today is my sister's turn to tell me a bedtime story.

& this is how I choose to remember my "today". Despite the many many times in the day things chose to work against me.

I feel like I'm in need of some form of transformation. To mark the day I faced things like a man (or so I tell myself). I'll shift my blog elsewhere if I'm not too lazy.

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I need to get used to the fact that things don't just happen because they're supposed to happen. Nothing's really innate. People don't feel things just because they're supposed to.

Time to actually face it like a man, like I always claim I am.

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My mind deserves a ten minute break from Physics and everything else that's eating my soul.

Life hasn't been too kind lately but there are many people in the world I am completely utterly grateful for for making each of my days a little happier. And I can always choose to dwell in my sorrows, but this time is honestly not worth it and it's not like I'm not used to it, because I totally am.




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Ahh the past two weeks have been rather busy, so excuse the absence of posts. Not that I've been spending the time doing anything productive, I just always find ways to keep myself busy.

I would love to backtrack and blog all about the days I've missed, but like that cannot be done seeing how I am a freaking amnesiac and remember hardly anyyyyyyyything from anyyyyy time ago. So I'll go with something more recent, like yesterday and today...

Yesterday was Take5! I was quite sad I didn't get to bounce on the bouncy castle ): But it's okay, because being the good exco member I am, I was at a PBMIR meeting. Yes, we had a meeting during Take5. We sprawled ourselves on a very random spot surrounded by people cycling and playing ball. OH OH OH during the meeting, I was silent for many minutes because I was trying to tie a knot on a cherry stalk with my tongue. Which, I obviously managed to do. :D
The meeting was interrupted when someone sang Live High so wonderfully onstage and I insisted we had to watch it. It was some ex-PE teacher of school. Which is suchhhhh a waste, because having him as my PE teacher would SO make me do PE without complaining ONE BIT.
Oh and speaking of amazing singing, Nabil was completely swoon-worthy during his Talentime performance. It was kind of dumb that he didn't win because of the completely unrepresentative voting system. But it's not like it matters because he's still everyone's favourite superstarrrrrrrrr (:< So anyway, fast forward to last night. Which was completely retarded and embarrassing. Seng Henk, Nabil and I were supposed to judge a fashion parade for O'Night. Mm I think I saw too many boys in tights and FBTs for a day, it was rather confusing. And we like didn't really know what was supposed to happen because initially we were supposed to give a commentary while they were onstage but like the emcees kind of forgot so we became innocent bystanders who had to give comments afterwards. But was kind of a disaster because they didn't laugh at our jokes. They only laugh at boys in fur grinding poles... Juniors.
Oh Dr Rahman is so nice, he treated us all to Pastamania (:
OH and I am an amazing kite flyer, contrary to what everyone else says. I REALLY AM. And Sadikin makes a good kite flying partner because he gives the best "jump and let the kite go" jump and can communicate with flying kites.
Oh and meet the person everyone insists looks like me. My class gets very excited when they see him in the canteen, because they will all go EH ARINA ARINA YOUR BROTHER ARINA and then laugh becauses they think it's damn funny that we look alike. Mmmm we don't REALLYYYYY look alike whaaaaaaaaaaaat.

Okay, I'm tired. Rip pictures off Facebook if you want them, they're hereeeeeeee.

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