my mind, it goes kind of fast
i'll try to slow it down for you.


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Hello world, my soul is back from its brief but thoroughly embarrassing vacation. Hehe it was actually an extremely unnecessary vacation, I think it had to happen only because my soul was mm taking baby steps and treading new lands.

Of all the things I believe in, fate is one I always stand by. And I always always console myself at the shittiest times, that fate has its ways of turning things around and making wonderful things happen in due time. And I think, that lately, fate been kind to me... Except I didn't really realise it. Either that or I just wasn't used to having merry happy things happening to me just because. So yes in some very absurd way, I made the very things I should be singing about the things that made me utterly miserable.

So yes. I need to remember that some times good things just happen, even if you don't think you're worthy of them. Because, fate's fair. And I also need to remember that when good things happen, I musn't keep questioning their existence. Like hellooooo you complain that good things don't come your way. But when something does, you kind of lose it and turn it around into something bad? Mmm retarded much.

Hmm don't know why it took me days to realise something so brainless like that. But well... I would laugh at myself, but I have done and said way too many embarrassing things of the late, so I shall be kind to me.

And to the one person who should've been the last person I should have even thought of talking to, but turned out to be the person I ended up talking to... Thank you I love you. Not that you said anything, because it was all an auto message. So tell your computer (or whatever it is that is in charge of auto messages) that I love him/her/it :D Oh and tell it that I'm usually WAYYYY cooler than that and usually not very schmaltzy and gay. Also mention that I'm very happy he/she/it would even want to talk to me after hearing all the mm very embarrassing things I said... Normal people would mm naturally be very weirded out... But since it wasssss an automessage afterall, and not so much a person, it makes sense that I didn't weird anyone out...

And to she who I finally spoke to after so long, our epic conversation totally made my day (: Lubbdubbxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzzxzxzx

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