my mind, it goes kind of fast
i'll try to slow it down for you.


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I am on the search of the perfect pair of pants ): Which is soooooooo hard. Like I've been looking for pants for quite a while now because I want to revert back to my pants-wearing days. But urghh most pants are such fat-legs-unfriendly garments because they like cling onto your fat legs and it's just gross. Even so, I am determined to find nice pants. I want nice pants, like my closet totally lacks nice pants and nice pants would be so fun to wearrrrrrrrrr.

Except for this one day last week-ish that I wore jeans, the last time I wore any pseudo pants things is probably one year ago. Every time I want to wear pants I always end up wearing tights because I don't have nice pants in my closet. Well I do have pants from my pants-wearing days but like who wears stuff they stopped wearing. Nice new pants are what I NEED. (I am quite sure I am using the word "need" appropriately this time round. Right Amelina?)

It was the day we watched HSM3, which was like soooooo much fun. I would never ever understand why people find it boring. Never. Ever. I mean, unless they watched it and expected it to be intellectually stimulating... which is rather stupid in itself because I'm sure you watch a Disney movie with such intentions! Anyhow, I need to rewatch it now that I am more fluent in the songs (my sister plays the soundtrack on loop okay! not my fault) and we need an empty theater so we can sing our hearts out. Haha we were whisper-singing the last time and we were probably the only ones who knew the songs. Stupid other kids... The sets this time round were SO STUNNING TOO! (: (: (: (: Haha and the "Bet On It" moments this time were SO MUCH MORE HILARIOUS. If you laughed your ass off during "Bet On It" in HSM2, I promise you would ROFLMAO during "Scream" in HSM3. The room rotates okay! And the Gabriella popping out from the audience thing is just classic. Go watch go watch!

And apart from not being able to understand why people thought HSM3 was bad, one other thing I don't understand is why I always have haters. Not that what they say affects me... because honestly, (hate me more if you need to) such comments are just beneath me. I just don't understand why though... Correct me if I'm wrong, but I don't see myself as the sort who goes round smearing herself all over. Nor do I think I portray myself in a very annoying manner (I always thought I was good at pretending or not pretending to be a nice person.) Aren't those the kind of people who attract haters? I find myself mm, very subtle and mm elusive... unless you're my friend of course, only then do I become loud and jarring. So yeah, I don't really understand why I have haters. It doesn't make me particularly sad, but it kind of makes me wonder why... Yes, please enlighten me, it will be nice to know (: Suvitha tells me they are jealous, HAH. But I don't see why anyone should be, I don't have a very happy life so we can swap lives if you like... She also theorises that it is because I am friends with mm certain special people. That might mm be a possible reason, but not good enough for people to hate me. Hmm, I really just want to know and I'm all for honesty, so speak your mind (:

Okay it's late and I should sleep now. Good night world - haters or not.

xx
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