Tuesday, August 5, 2008 23:55
D:
Like I was annoyed enough trying to read geog notes): But as always, someone/something just has to come along and make me feel so much shittier. And maybe I'm just being bitter and a bitch because noone is obliged to tell me anything if they don't want to, but sorry I cannot help it that I am so completely repulsed right now. Especially since I'm actually SO FUCKING NICE TO YOU. Which mm, doesn't happen to many people, so it's got to mean something when I'm nice to you. And well, I find it a little ridiculous that YOU, OF ALL PEOPLE, pretend not to know... that I'm the kind who's nice and expects mutual niceness, it's just the way I roll.
Urgh and now is REALLY not the time for me to be such a baby because I have a lot more to study for geog test tomorrow. Oh god, snap out of it, Arina.
It just makes it so much more worse that I don't hate you and that I can't even if I want to. Although of course, this would be the most childish reason in the world for me not to like when I've been all hearts to you for the longest time. And well, if you read this, which I think you would, and think that it's you I'm talking about then mm, I'm sorry I feel like this. I really don't want to, but I can't help it.
xx
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