Sunday, July 13, 2008 23:35
Things have been kind of strange lately... I don't even know if I'm happy or sad really. Because there's about a million things happening that's making me feel both ways. It's so confusing, this whole life and emotions thing... And I've been thinking about my future a lot. And that gets kind of depressing... Because I used to always assume I would end up happy one day. And as that one day gets closer, I don't really think it might happen anymore. I should really stop yearning for that day but learn to feel happy just the way things are.
AHH WELL.
On a completely irrelevant note, we had to cheer for MR CIP yesterday. It was quite bad and gross and embarrassing. And like Alaric just had to take a video of our routine and zoom right in the moment I screwed up, gee thanks now it'll be sooooooo much more obvious. But whatever, it was quite nice to reminisce, I guess... Minus the "fitting into your costume and realising how much fatter you have become" part.
xx
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