my mind, it goes kind of fast
i'll try to slow it down for you.


August 2007 +
September 2007 +
October 2007 +
November 2007 +
December 2007 +
January 2008 +
February 2008 +
March 2008 +
April 2008 +
May 2008 +
June 2008 +
July 2008 +
August 2008 +
September 2008 +
October 2008 +
November 2008 +
December 2008 +
January 2009 +
February 2009 +
March 2009 +

D: I am so terribly depressed right now. Today, I listed down all the topics there are to study for CTs and I gave each topic a little square. I have like 34 fucking squares to cover): And I have 19days left to CTs. So assuming I don't study for two days, I have 17days left. Unless I fill 2 squares each day, I WILL NOT FINISH STUDYING FOR CTs ): ): ): ): ): ): (This sounds like a Primary6 Math problem sum. OH HOW I MISS BEING A 12-YEAR-OLD. You could just pretend to study and still ace!)

I obviously will be spending more than two days not studying. I have like things planned for so many days because I keep telling people I miss them and that we should go out. AND after many fucking hours of studying today, I covered only like 3/4 of a square. D: How am I supposed to go at the speed of 2 squares each day):

AND I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO WELL FOR CTs. Like I've been flunking quite a lot of my previous tests but I keep telling myself it's okay because I will do well for CTs. But that is SO not gonna happen ): ): ):

And I feel so guilty wasting the past few days of the holiday doing nothing productive): OH.WELL. At least they made me happy.



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