GAHHHHHH some people need to learn to stop smearing themselves and all their tackiness all over the place. Your mere existence is already gross enough, thank you. Must you really try and make everyone/thing else just as gross?
I want my sister back): She left for Japan a few hours ago and I already miss her. Because I'm in need of serious skankwhore-bitching to do):
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Sunday, May 25, 2008 20:49
Today I came across the beautifulest editorial.
"Subaquatic Beauty" in Numero Tokyo 15, Model: Marcelina Sowa
Ahh :D
I swear another month of seeing Spring Summer clothes in editorials in going to kill meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Get on with fall already pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee?
RProject yesterday was mm, (how shall I put it...) ENTERTAINING! Out of the world, I should say because it was nothing I expected, at.all. I expected the designs to be like reallyyyyyyyy boring, like completely out of Singapore's Seventeen magazine kind of thing. But they mm, surprised me. And in not a very good way. Haha whatevessssssss Shi Hui was fierce. And so were Nabil and Seng Henk and their designs. I can't care less about everyone else so it doesn't matter.
Okay I need to start getting into holiday mood soon): By that I mean mugging for CTs of course, because that's how everyone's planned this holiday. Sad, I know. Today and yesterday haven't been productive. But that's okay because well technically this weekend is the end of the school week, not part of the holidays... Or so I convince myself.
And my sister is leaving for Japan in four days. I am going to miss her): I hope she survivessssssssss! She's so small and not ready to take on the world yet. HUR. At least she's going to look fiercer than all her friends there because I helped her plan her outfits! Hehehehehe. My sister is currently very pleased with me because The Click Five has been on replay in my room. Haha and she says it's a good change from my usual playlist that makes her want to die. I just need to know enough Click Five songs in time for the concert so I won't feel like a complete loser in the crowd. I hope it's good.
Hopefully the next time I blog, I would be going on about how I have been EXTREMELY productive...
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Friday, May 23, 2008 23:55
:D
Yay today is one of the nicest days of the year :D Not because it was like EXTREMELY EXTREMELY nice, but because nothing bad happened. Usually on all my really nice days, something bad would happen. Except today, nothing bad happened :D
The day actually started with me getting back my Physics test(!) and PE, both of these wouldve made me feel like complete crap on an ordinary day. But Physics test made me smile even if I failed because I was really expecting to get no more than 5/35... FOR REAL. But I actually got a TWO DIGIT mark. WOO. And PE was actually quite bearable! Because I am getting better at catching the frisbee and because we got to sit around a lot. And I have such wonderful classmates who cheer like mad for me everytime I play because they know how much I hate PE.
Even econs practical and geog lecture and tutorial was bearable. Maybe because I like slept during geog lecture (they were playing some gross dinosaur movie thing) and because I only attended half of the tutorial (because they were continuing on the dinosaur movie which I just didn't want to watch).
Marina Square with Nabil for lunch, where I learnt how to peel prawns. The workers at Secret Recipe were just all angsty though, but I kind of feel for them... their jobs seem kind of boring. (Nothing I would ever sustain doing. I just cannot work for people... Like I can't ever be a waiter, I would just snap at all the annoying customers because seriously, I rather have things work MY way than yours. I mean, I AM PRINCESS after all). Oh and everyone must go look at the magic fountain (or whatever that fountain is called) at Raffles City, it's so awesome. Makes me proud of being a Physics student, because surely it took a lot of Physics to create. The water droplets can spell words okay! How freaking rad is thattttttttttt.
Fastforward to much later in the day when I met Bryan and we went to shop for things. And it was extremely extremely fulfilling. We're like so proud of ourselves. I think we are more excited than he-all-this-is-for. Hahaha there was just high standards to meet lah (how awesome was MY birthday present), but I think we surpassed standards! YAY GOOD JOB B! :D
I will try to blog again tomorrow :D There's RProject tomorrow! GOOD LUCK FWEEWEE BURN THAT RUNWAY WITH YOUR STRUT. &I just know Nabil and SengHenk are going to be freaking celebrity.
xx!
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Sunday, May 11, 2008 11:33
Drama yesterday ended up being a million times better than I thought it would be. The audience was amazing and full of energy so it made things a lot easier. Yay you guys :D (EXCEPT FOR THIS COMPLETE ASSWIPE WHO WOULD GO "HA.HA." IN THE MOST SARCASTIC WAY EVER EVERY TIME I SAID SOMETHING. And I so wanted to bark at him, but like I didn't. I would have so done it after the whole thing but I couldn't see who he was with the lights and all.)
I must stop being such a cynic :/ Because before yesterday, I was quite insistent that the whole thing would end up a hugeeeee disaster. Heh, ooops?
I did get my share of feeling celebrity so it was cool :D I had random people shaking my hand and wanting to take pictures with me AWWW. Thank you all you beautiful people who came to watch me :D and for the the pretty flowers and candy and notes and balloons YAY I LUBBDUBBS YOU (:
The whole thing's let me make many many new friends like people I would never ever want to talk to otherwise (because I am just freaking unfriendly like that), especially within the cast, who I've been spending gajillions of hours with in the past weeks. I started of hating every second of it because I thought there wasn't anyone I could talk to. But like always, I was wrong. Thank god for you guys and your awesomeness or I wouldn't have sustained. (I know everyone's doing the "write a whole paragraph about each person" thing but like I've probably texted/talked to you and flattered you enough already so there's no need to express your awesomeness here...) YAY OKAY HEARTSHEARTS! Oh and they all call me a little boy. Normally I would be quite happy with that because I've been out to prove my masculinity and how I am secretly macho and beast. But then they call me so because they say I'm vulgar and horny ): Which I'm not! Well, not really. Maybe a wee bit vulgar at times. But not like horny horny! Ahh well.
(Pictures from yesterday and random rehearsals HERE if you care. It's only a few but I'll upload more eventually... If I ever get round to it again.)
Now, no more reason to be slacking and sleeping in lectures. I have three tests this week): None of which I have started studying for. ): ): ): ): Ahh
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Thursday, May 8, 2008 22:29
Production in two days): I am terribly unexcited, but I really want to get over it. Long hours in school have been extremely draining but it's not all that bad because the rest of the cast are an insane bunch and I have to admit it's quite fun at times. Ahh well, I'm just going to work it out on Saturday since all my wonderful friends who don't even understand the language are going to come and watch me :D
We didn't have rehearsals today though! :D Because they wanted to give us some rest. Hehe so after school today, Shawn, Alaric, Serene and I went for bubble tea. We ended up spending super long there cus it was extremely therapeutic, the weather was being nice to us and because it was so exciting to flip through the RI yearbook and hear all the scandalous stories. Must do this more often!
Apart from that school has been quite irritating): I had the worst ever math test. And I keep falling asleep in lectures and all so the amount of things I have to catch up with is just immenseeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ): And I am not even looking forward to the holidays cus I've made a promise to myself that I would spend at least half of it studying for Common Test. D:
ON A MUCH MUCH MUCH brighter note, I just looked at pictures from Costume Institute Gala which has always been my most favourite red carpet event because everyone wears the most fabulous dresses! And it's so much more fun seeing dresses off the runway because the runway's always got this magic about it that makes everything look nice. The dressers weren't as nice as I wanted them to be... Too much Emilio Pucci and the likes, which I just cannot stand, sorry. My favourite's Anna Wintour! :D She was looking fucking fierce in her Chanel couture, and I salute anyone who can own it in couture. Here's a picture! (& two of my other favourites, Armani Prive and Burberry respectively)
And I just have to post this because Zac Posen is so unbelievably cute...
Okay I know this is such a stupid entry. I just felt the obligation to blog since my blog has been rotting for quite a while now. I'll blog more interestingly next time k, with like photos (because photos always savage boring entries) or something. TOODLES. OFF TO SLEEP REALLY EARLY.
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Saturday, May 3, 2008 01:18
This date five years ago I experienced the worst day of my life. Five years later, I still remember the scent you'd leave on your pillow. And how I would wonder how you always smelt so good. I remember how I used to watch you eat and be very envious of the sounds you make when you chew your food. Then I would make sure I eat the exact same things as you and wonder why I don't make the same sounds when I chew. I remember how you would come home late after work and still be happy to listen to my stories. How we both had the same biggest fear and how we would shut our eyes and grip each other's hands really tightly when we were out at night. How you would scold me when I was naughty but only sustain your anger for five minutes.
I am sorry I didn't realise the value of your love then. Maybe I was too young. Or maybe it's true what they say about how you learn to appreciate things once they're gone.
But it's no point regretting now because it won't change anything. I know there is no one person I would ever love so much in my life as I love you. Five years later, I still have not met anyone more beautiful or with a heart purer than yours. I live every day hoping to be a step closer to being the woman that you were. I miss you, Mama.
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