my mind, it goes kind of fast
i'll try to slow it down for you.


August 2007 +
September 2007 +
October 2007 +
November 2007 +
December 2007 +
January 2008 +
February 2008 +
March 2008 +
April 2008 +
May 2008 +
June 2008 +
July 2008 +
August 2008 +
September 2008 +
October 2008 +
November 2008 +
December 2008 +
January 2009 +
February 2009 +
March 2009 +

At this point in time, I decide that I will not just step aside and let things happen. I have been so passive in life thus far. I just watch things happen and well, let them happen. I keep convincing myself that they're all "meant to happen". And well, I've kind of had it not getting things out of life. Okay, so I don't say my life completely completely sucks. But I don't want a life that doesn't suck, I want one that is so fucking kickass.

Because I know it's not JUST going to happen. I'm going to make it happen myself. Screw destiny or whatever it is I was believing in thus far. I'll write my own destiny.

I'll start by making sure tomorrow is a good day. And for that to happen, I will not be the mean nasty bitch I have been for the past many days.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

Sorry, I just had to let all that angst out. Hopefully I've exhausted it all out and will not say the word once in the whole of tomorrow.

Here's to a much awesomer life to come.

is.going.to.happen.

xx
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