my mind, it goes kind of fast
i'll try to slow it down for you.


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My sister and I had this crazy Project Runway 4 marathon last night/this morning. And I so absolutely love it, except I won't say more because I don't want people screaming at me for spoilers. But I really really enjoyed it. :D And it's like extremely inspiring to watch people with such FIERCE passions.

I also watched Freedom Writers on DVD today (I know, I am such a slob. But they're called holidays for a reasonnnnnnnn.). So yeah, parts of the story do seem a bit exaggerated... But it is based on a true story after all. And watching it just inspired me more...

It's just so amazing, to watch people have so much drive for something. And to see them work so hard to achieve their goals. I absolutelyyyyyyyyyyy adore and admire such people.

I want to have such drive in me. I want to have a passion for something. I want to set goals for myself and I want to achieve them. I want to live towards something.

I just wish I knew what... ): I wish I had passions and ambitions. And I'm like so old now, I'm turning seventeen in like less than two weeks. And I see all these amazing seventeen year olds pursuing their passions and doing things they love.

Hmm, I just want to make something out of my life I guess.

(And I absolutely apologize if this sounds extremely absurd. Okay no wait, I take that back. I don't apologize. This is my space after all. I'll say what I want.)

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