Monday, March 24, 2008 22:56
YAY I'm quite happy with the way today turned out :D It was quite a good day... Okay actually it was a VERY good day, except a while ago, when it became only a RELATIVELY good day, but good nonetheless about a million times better than all my previous days.
(I am not going to let something so stupid ruin my day. And if they don't want me then... their loss. For real. Like helllloooooooooo, I am freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaking fabulous. Practically celebrity. Or so I keep telling myself... Because I can.)
Today I GENUINELY attempted to do my Physics tutorial. I really tried, hard enough for me to lose some of my sanity. And I find that quite commendable, even if it means I hardly answered a single question. Because me and physics is like woooooooh in two completely separate worlds. Today was also the day I passed my first ever JC test. :D And I actually did suuuuuuuuuuper well, which is quite a nice feeling after having forgotten how it felt to actually pass tests.
Okay so quite a lot has happened since I last blogged properly. And by that I mean blogged about things that happen not like mm random things I just needed to get off me at a point in time.
There was the March holidays, which was terribly uneventful yet so not productive. I didn't do a single piece of homework. Mm, there was the usual going out to shop/drink coffee/eat sashimi so it wasn't completely unbearable but still lousyyyyyyyy...
Oh, we performed for RCLF. It was Mary and KakMyrah's debut tarian performance so it was cute.
& I did a lot of catching up with my cousin. And visited my old house which I miss quite terribly. Oh and there was like a whole day we spent at the airport. It's slowly becoming one of my favourite places for the mere fact that unlike the rest of Singapore, the shops do not close at like 9.30. Seriously, I DO NOT GET why shops have to close so early. Like what is the rushhhhhhhhhh! And it's so irritating that you never get to shop after you eat dinner. And that you always have very limited supper options.
& A. M.I.N.A.H (without Husena because she went without us!) watched Step Up 2. Which I quite hated because the script is just freaking awful. And the dancing is well, quite nice. But it's not like you can't see such dancing on Youtube or something. I'm sure you can... It's just that I don't really navigate well on Youtube... But assuming I had amazing skills at using Youtube, then surely I'd find dancing as kickass as that in Step Up 2.
(Because it makes no difference, we looked ugly in all the pictures. I decided, the uglier picture I put here, the better it'll sum it all up.)
& My class crashed Benji's house. It wasn't a lot of us. But it was fun. My classmates are just mad. And we played on Benji's awesome trampoline thing and that was just crazy because it is fun but just suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper scary and all. And Andrew Tham is just so violent on the trampoline like people literally run off the trampoline screaming once he comes on.
(Hehe that's Shawn and Daryl bouncebouncing. I still haven't gotten pictures from Tham... I'll put better pictures when he comes round sending them to meeeeeee.)
Other than all that, I don't remember much from the holidays... So yeah.
Oh, so after the holidays and all came the day I turned 17. Okay so the day in itself was quite disgusting. Because I could just sense it was a bad day and because some ugly gray/green worm thing just HADDDDDDDDD to greet me. And encounters with wormy things for me are like one of the worst things that can happen because it makes me really really depressed. I seriously need to start forming an entourage brave enough to save me in the event of such encounters. ): Okay so that day Bryan was nice enough to save me (YAY THANKS B!), but I bet he was disgusted as hell. Oh and because it was a terribly depressing day, I went for a haircut after that. It was extremely therapeutic and I was quite happy after it. Until I turned up in school the next day and the whole world had a problem with my hair. Hehe, I didn't think it was that bad! And I actually quite like it! Oh well, too bad for you and your poor eyes then.
My birthday wasn't so completely hopeless though. Because I got super nice presents and love notes from my super nice friends :D And I love them all to bitzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. I would have the whole Oscar speech where I think every single one, but I think this entry has been extremely long already. And I want to get back to Physics. So I'll just thank two people for like my favouritest presents.
SHI HUIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII :D I mean, I could go on about how much I love you and how you are just so freeeeeeeeaking hot but you probably have heard enough. Thank you for the oh-so-awesome Zara dress that I've been wanting. Hehe doesn't matter that I have no occasion to wear it to, someday something important will happen and I'll wear it and think of you. Not that I don't think of you now, but like you know... Thank you thank you thank you. ILU (x beyond infinity)
& NABILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL because that is seriously the hottest fiercest thing anyone has made for me and to think you stayed in school so long just to do ittttttttttttttt YAY THANKYOUUUUUUUUU. I would attempt to use it, except I don't want to intoxicate it just yet. Maybe someday, WHEN YOU GET ROUND TO TEACHING ME HOW TO SKETCH. Hehe like yeah, Team Super Stardom like totally fierce. THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUU ILUUUUUUUU
& everyone else who wished me/gave me hugs/presents/lovenotes. Hehe thank you for savaging my birthday and not making it the worst day of my life. I LOVE ALL YOU GUYS TO BITS I PROMISE.
Okay, I'm going to do Physics now. For real. Until I fall asleep. Hehe toooooooooooooodles
xx
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Sunday, March 23, 2008 22:12
At this point in time, I decide that I will not just step aside and let things happen. I have been so passive in life thus far. I just watch things happen and well, let them happen. I keep convincing myself that they're all "meant to happen". And well, I've kind of had it not getting things out of life. Okay, so I don't say my life completely completely sucks. But I don't want a life that doesn't suck, I want one that is so fucking kickass.
Because I know it's not JUST going to happen. I'm going to make it happen myself. Screw destiny or whatever it is I was believing in thus far. I'll write my own destiny.
I'll start by making sure tomorrow is a good day. And for that to happen, I will not be the mean nasty bitch I have been for the past many days.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
Sorry, I just had to let all that angst out. Hopefully I've exhausted it all out and will not say the word once in the whole of tomorrow.
Here's to a much awesomer life to come.
is.going.to.happen.
xx
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Saturday, March 22, 2008 01:35
Ahh, I'm actually quite sleepy, so this won't be long...
I came across THE most stunning editorial and just had to post it here.
No prizes for guessing which magazine this came from! Because really, only Vogue Italia has such amazing editorials. And I swear Steven Meisel has never photographed an editorial I disliked. He is just soooooooooooooooooooo kickass.
I promise to blog soon enough. Because I must record things which happen, since I tend to be a bit senile (not as bad as Nabil, but bad enough... HEE :D) and forget everything that happens after a while...
Okay nightynight starshineeeeeeeeeees
xx
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Monday, March 10, 2008 17:54
My sister and I had this crazy Project Runway 4 marathon last night/this morning. And I so absolutely love it, except I won't say more because I don't want people screaming at me for spoilers. But I really really enjoyed it. :D And it's like extremely inspiring to watch people with such FIERCE passions.
I also watched Freedom Writers on DVD today (I know, I am such a slob. But they're called holidays for a reasonnnnnnnn.). So yeah, parts of the story do seem a bit exaggerated... But it is based on a true story after all. And watching it just inspired me more...
It's just so amazing, to watch people have so much drive for something. And to see them work so hard to achieve their goals. I absolutelyyyyyyyyyyy adore and admire such people.
I want to have such drive in me. I want to have a passion for something. I want to set goals for myself and I want to achieve them. I want to live towards something.
I just wish I knew what... ): I wish I had passions and ambitions. And I'm like so old now, I'm turning seventeen in like less than two weeks. And I see all these amazing seventeen year olds pursuing their passions and doing things they love.
Hmm, I just want to make something out of my life I guess.
(And I absolutely apologize if this sounds extremely absurd. Okay no wait, I take that back. I don't apologize. This is my space after all. I'll say what I want.)
xx
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Monday, March 3, 2008 23:27
ONLY TWO MORE SCHOOL DAYS FOR THE TERM. (Because my school's cooler than yours and we end on Wednesday) I am so thrilled :D
It's really fast though... to know that 1/4 of the school year just passed. I just came to realise how the whole JC thing is like so temporary... Like we're in the school for only two years which is like only seven more times of what we've had of JC. Ahh well, it's nice how JC has been really quite wonderful :D Everything's been quite nice...
Except for PE. PE is just sad. Sad.Sad.Sad.Sad. Okay so it's not particularly bad, because we don't spend the whole block running around the track (like I heard they make you do elsewhere). But I don't like it anyway. My classmates think I'm legendary though. Because when we play games I actually SCORE GOALS. SERIOUSLY. I mean, I don't really know how I do it, but it just happens. I must learn to scream less though. I don't know, but isn't it like human instincts to scream when like balls fly near you? Well, it's my fastest reaction at least, even before I compute that I'm supposed to like grab the ball or anything. Oh, and I must stop dodging balls and start believing that I am way more powerful than the ball... There's PE first block tomorrow D: I will try not to scream more than 10 times. Everybody wish me luck.
Ayee, I would go on, except it would be really incoherent because I'm actually quite sleepy. Except I can't sleep yet because I have this "you cannot eat 2 hours before you sleep" rule, so I am trying to keep myself awake. Not that the rule actually has a rational... I just like setting rules for myself okay, makes me feel powerful.
So here are pictures from whenever... (Fat legs disclaimer! Don't say I didn't warn you.)
xx
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Saturday, March 1, 2008 15:40
KARL ): WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY I was gunning for Chanel this season... Because well, the Chanel seasons since Spring07 have been very uninspiring. But aye, 08Fall isn't any better D: The collection isn't exactly disgusting, but I was just hoping for at least something different and new? The only thing I liked was the pearly merry-go-round set...
I have been particularly biased towards Karl because well, he is just so cool and I love old designer men. But I'm like so over him now...
Karl must learn from McQueen. Alexander McQueen totally triumphs this season from me. Ahh thank god for you McQueen, after such disappointment from Chanel, you totally totally make my day. :D Everything is just so fucking beautiful and flawless - the fabrics, the cuts, the colours and even the bad hair.
Ahh. BEAUTIFULLLLLLL. I don't know, but it kind of feels like a dream? Like a wonderful, beautiful and slightly dark and slightly Indian dream. (Shit I am so bad at self-expression. But really, when something is as amazing as this, how am I supposed to find the right words to say...)
Speaking of dreams, I had the scariest nightmare last night D: And it was very upsetting and I woke up crying. It wasn't surprising to know who the star of my dream was though... But it was just so scary, I pray I never get such nightmares again. ):
xx
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