Sunday, February 24, 2008 20:40
It's strange I guess... When I'm feeling things but don't really understand why. And as much as I might not want to, I can't help it. I don't even know what I'm supposed to do now. I don't know if I should hope for it to fade away or well, share my feelings because I don't know what to expect. And if I choose to do either of the two, I'm putting things which mean a lot to me at stake. So I guess this is the time I back off and hope for well, mm, nature to take it's toll... It's kind of painful to wait though... Shit. This is so freaking confusing. (I bet if Shi Hui or Wenda reads this, they'd be ROFL their asses off because I myself find it quite funny that all this is happening to me... But hey, it's not like I asked for it to happen. :/)
There are so many things I need to say, but cannot say. Maybe I should start writing in like a diary or something. But that's like terribly gay isn't it... :/ The last I wrote in a diary I was like in primary school and I was having like a majorrrrrrr crush on some schoolmate. Hahahahaha I think I saw it a while back, like during the course of my secondary school days, and I had quite a lot of fun laughing at myself. Maybe if I find a book nice enough, I might start. I don't know.
Ayeee this blog entry is probably very irritating because I'm saying things without actually saying things? (Kind of like when you start a sentence and don't finish it...) So I think I should stop here.
But because I need at least a teeny bit of aweseomenees in this entry, here's Luisa Beccaria from Milan Fashion Week (which just ended, HELLO PARIS!). I've never heard of Luisa Beccaria actually, but I came across it today and thought some dresses were really pretty and I totally dig the palette:D (Also overlooking the fact that she casted her daughter. Who is some pre-pubescent 10 year old or something like that. WHAT.WAS.SHE.THINKING.)
:D The second last dress totally owns my soullllllllllllllllllllllllllll
OHHH OH OH OH OH THIS REMINDS ME! That SFF08 is comingggggggg :D And I am sososososososo thrilled! Because it will be sooooooooo much fun, I just know it. Lila, Giselle, Carlos, Habeebah and Aaron are doing it again this year! :D And I miss them all like sososososo much (except for Habeebah, because she's like my cousin and I actually see her from time to time). OH and this year Wenda, Leong and Nabil are coming along too so it should be like extra fun:D EH SHIT, didn't I mention I would end the entry... Oops. Shall express my excitement for SFF another time then TOOOOOOOOODLES
xx
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