my mind, it goes kind of fast
i'll try to slow it down for you.


August 2007 +
September 2007 +
October 2007 +
November 2007 +
December 2007 +
January 2008 +
February 2008 +
March 2008 +
April 2008 +
May 2008 +
June 2008 +
July 2008 +
August 2008 +
September 2008 +
October 2008 +
November 2008 +
December 2008 +
January 2009 +
February 2009 +
March 2009 +

Screw all the times I try to justify why I don't blog often enough.

These are among the times I really want to knock myself against a nice hard wall about 60times or until I split open. Just to yank my guts out and stomp and spit on it. I don't fucking know what's wrong with me. And I hate it. I hate it that I'm feeling so fucking miserable without a freaking reason. Like seriously Arina, what the fuck is wrong with you. At about now, I can sit in one position doing and thinking about nothing and start crying for no fucking reason other than that I feel miserable. Stupid stupid. Seriously, why the heck are you like this.

xx
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