my mind, it goes kind of fast
i'll try to slow it down for you.


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I don't see how people can hate her! She is like HOW AWESOMEEEEE

): ): ): ): ): I am feeling like crap now. I think all the toxins I've been consuming is finally taking its toll on me ): Too much junk and too much food ):

Lately, my emotional hunger and physical hunger and mental hunger haven't been on the same wavelength. (Okay, that is probably the strangest sentence you've ever read. By that, I mean that mm, sometimes I FEEL hungry and THINK that I'm hungry when I'm actually not. You feel me?) So anyway, it's super bad because I end up stuffing myself with tons of food. Only after I eat would I realise I actually am fucking bloated. So you see, I become almost constantly stuffed with food, and then I'll feel like crap. ):

And it doesn't help that I don't do anything to burn off the food I consume. (Except for floorball the first time ever today, more on that later.) Thank god I'm going to have to start fasting, at least such rubbish wouldn't happen to me. To come to think of it, I think I should fast tomorrow. Brilliant idea. I will.

Floorball assessment today. And yes, WE DO HAVE ASSESSMENTS FOR PE TOO. What rubbish right! Everyone knows how much I hate PE. So I was really sad I had to get assessed today, because then I would have to play and I won't be able to be the stoning goalkeeper I always am): Ohwell. At least it made me sweat some junk off.

OH AND OMG SPEAKING OF WHICH. A certain someone HIT another of my friends! Grrrr.

Okay you know, this is probably the one of the lamest entries I've ever written. But you have to forgive me because I'm in a really fucked up state. FLY

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TOO ADORABLE! Agyness always has the funnest pictures!

IT'S ALL OVER BABY. NO MORE CHEM/PHYSICS/SS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE :D
Chem was SUPER bad though. I went with the aim of scoring about 20 out of 75 marks of the paper. After doing it, I'm targeting like 10. :/ YES IT WAS THAT BAD. I JUST PRAY I DON'T GET A SINGLE DIGIT MARK LAH SHIT. OHWELL WHATEVER.

I must detox badly. Ate a whole load of bad stuff today. Let's see... peanut butter jelly for breakfast, then there was Pocky and LongJohns and A WHOLE FUCKING BOX OF MY MARK'S AND SPENCER's REDCURRANT PUFFS and Pretzel and Starbucks. I know right ): ): ): ): Aiyaiyaiyaiyai

I know I'm supposed to be super happy now that EYAs are over. But I still can't help but think about how miserable a life I'm living ):

Like omg, there's PE and two fucking Math blocks tomorrow. I HATE MATH I HATE MATH I HATE MATH. AND I HATE PE TOO OMG I HATE PE.

OKAY MY HAIR IS DRY NOW I CAN SLEEP. BYE. heh.

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AM GOING COMPLETELY BONKERS! EYAs END TOMORROW BABY THEY END TOMORROW

I think it's great that they decided to put Chemistry as the last paper. Because I have seriously lost ALL possible exam spirit, not that there was much to begin with. And because I know, no matter what, that I will flunk Chem badly, it doesn't affect me that I'm hardly giving a fuck about it because I'm seriously HOPELESS at Chem. I would be feeling SUPER guilty if it was a paper I actually had ANY hope in.

Today was spent super pointlessly. Oh, except I bought my brother his belated birthday present. But I'm starting to think it isn't nice ): I don't know, I hope he likes it. Some mustard-coloured Guess tee, but it's so apt because it has a card-like print on it and my brother, for the oblivious sees himself as a CARD MANIPULATOR mmhmm. Though I must admit, he is quite good. Better than some shitass Ilusi punk.
(THANK YOU SERENE FOR ACCOMPANYING ME AND SORRY YOU HAD TO EAT THE ICKY PRETZEL)

I encountered two really annoying old faggots today. One super fat ass in the train. And he was like super BOOZEified and smelt really really bad of like thousand year old beer. And he HAD to sit beside me of course and being the fat one he is he was totally like occupying half my seat too. And I wanted to konk his head and tell him to vapourize because the stench of his stupid booze was making me want to puke. But I didn't because I'm civilized, and I bet my hands would have started corroding if I made any contact with that beast because he's THAT gross.

The other was when I was waiting for my maid to pick me up from the MRT station because I never want to walk alone. So I was like innocently sitting down on some mm, THING that you sit down on but isn't called a chair, whatever. And this old faggot came and sat beside me and I was wondering what my luck was with old men. But it didn't bother me, until he took out this bag of seeds and started feeding the pigeons! LIKE OMG. PIGEONS OKAY. I was like BEYOND freaked out because all the pigeons were like SWOOPING to his feet and like oh god, it was just bad. Fucktard.

But like yeah, okay enough ranting. They are just old people with nothing to do in their lives (not that I'm living a life any better off). Must learn to accept martians.

Off to eat tomato soup YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

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America's Got Talent is so kick ass, seriously. It makes me damn happy to watch somehow. If you missed today's, YOU HAVE TO SEE THIS!


:D HE IS LIKE SO CUTE! HAHAHAHAHA And like his lipgloss is poppin, his lipgloss is cool... Okay shush Arina.... It's so loser that I actually cried, but it was kind of sad. I guess.

Ohwell. I act like EYA's are long gone for me. I have like three more papers to go. Two Malay papers tomorrow and Chemistry on Tuesday. There's not much I can do about Malay because well I suck at it, just like that. I did try to memorize the stupid peribahasas just now though, but I am guessing I can't remember any of them anymore. Chem on the other hand, is WAY WAY WAY WORSE than Malay. Because I have sucked at Chem since forever, and there really is NOTHING I can do about it now. Like really nothing. So yeah, I am not going to bother about Chem. Probably just read through random Chem notes tomorrow hoping it's going to help me when I know damn well it isn't.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR EYAs TO END I CAN'T WAIT FOR EYA's TO END I CANT WAIT FOR EYA's TO END.
Not that it would make my lifestyle any different since I'm already living like I never had EYAs but it sure puts me out of guilt when I don't study. Makes everyone else around me free too. I mean what's the point of being liberal if you're alone and everyone else isn't right. No fun.

Okay. I am off to sleep early BYE

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HAHA HAPPY BIRTHDAY RETARD!
Not that I'm expecting you to read this of course. I hate it when you read my blog anyway because you start quoting me every few seconds. But since it's the day you turn 20, I'll be less mean. As much as you are by far the lamest person I know, you are quite funny sometimes lah. Thank you for amusing me with your jokes and magic tricks and for being an awesome brother :D Happy 20th and mm, let's hope you start acting your age soon.

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK MYRAH!
(sorry I don't have a picture to attach)
My favouritest one-year-older-than-me person! :D You are too awesome and I love every inch of you :D I MISS YOU ANYWAY. See you soon okay!

Okay, those aside. THE WORST THING HAPPENED TO ME. You see, I have this thing about detoxing the computer once in a while, just when I feel like it's becoming to intoxicated. Well, I did it again this last night. But this time, being the asshole that I am, I didn't detach my external hard disk thingy and ended up reformatting that too ): LIKE HOW FUCKING DUMB. BAH. ): ): ): I lost like 60gb of pictures and songs. And my entire Ugly Betty, Prison Break and Heroes collection ): But I'm saddest about the pictures of course. ): ): ): SO THIS IS A PLEA TO ANYONE WHO HAS PICTURES I MIGHT WANT, PLEASE PLEASE SEND THEM TO ME. THANK YOU I LOVE YOU.

I was being miserable about it for the longest time in the earlier part of the day. And binged on Turtle Soup (WHICH IS GOOD BTW!). By turtle soup, I don't mean the one they sell at Geylang, that Fernando ate and puked for a whole day after. By turtle soup, I mean the Ben&Jerry's pint flavour. It has like nuts stuff and caramel. Doesn't sound very exciting but it's goooooood. I still like MarshaMarshaMarshmallow best, but TurtleSoup comes second. The rest of the day was spent doing very unproductive stuff which makes me happy so I'm okay now. :D

And because my post started with two tributes, I'll end with one more.

I WILL MISS THOU): (i already do actually) ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):

): Yes. Tragic. Fernando left for NY fashion week and is not coming back in a very very very very long time. ): And like he didn't even say he was leaving! He texted me when he was already at Frankfurt! YES FRANKFURT. I knew he was leaving one of the days, whenever SIA got an opening but I didn't know he was leaving THEN. Ohwell, at least he texted!

If it makes me any happier, I no longer have a 188cm person to crane my neck for anymore and I'll have one less person who plays rat pranks (which I ALWAYS fall for) on me.

Okay, no. Doesn't make me any happier.

UP UP AND AWAY.

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YAY I'm taking a break for Geog. I hope Geog goes well tomorrow anyway... because I'm actually studying for it.

ANYWAY, yes, I'll blog about Tuesday/Wednesday/Today. (In point form because I am lazy)

Tuesday
1. Pre-lunch with Serene Serena and Val at Lido, with them monstering (don't ask what it's supposed to mean, I don't know) over bubble tea.
2. Met G and we walked around for a while.
3. Met Fernando (like after a month of not seeing him!) at his hotel and we caught up with stuff.
4. Lunched at BK with horrendous fries, ew

5. Played some driving thing at the arcade and I totally pwned Fernando lah haha. Okay, fine so I'm exaggerating because I won by 0.3m or something miniscule like that. But I won anyway:D Haha my legs were like all stretched out so I could step on the pedals and his was like all bendy bendy cus they're way too long.

6. G is a very bad driver haha. We are never going to let her drive us around if she ever gets her license.
7. Watched Rush Hour 3, which was good and funny! Go watch! :D
8. Went home and I spent like 10minutes mugging for SS.
9. Spent the longest time trying to fall asleep but couldn't, for some strange way or other.
10. Ended up going online till like 4! Because Fernando couldn't sleep either, haha and I was mugging SS in between so it's cool :D

Wednesday
1. SS was horrible. My essay was super weirdly written and I like didn't use the sources enough.
2. English II was worse! The passage was freaking long and boring and I kept dosing off while reading it so I couldn't compute whatever I read properly. Rubbish.
3. I went home and wanted to catch up on sleep because I was dead beat but G called and asked to meetup with Fernando again. So I did.
4. Met him at his hotel again. And we spent the longest time there. He was like playing with his new PSP and I tried to read my Physics notes but I couldn't really because I was super sleepy. Fernando and I ended up napping because we were dead beat. Until G smacked our asses and made us wake up.


5. Went to town to buy some stuff and for icecreammmmmmm.

6. Then we went back to his hotel and spent an even longer time. I tried playing GTA for him but I couldn't drive the thing for nuts. Yes, so it went on for many hours and we finally left because it was late and because he felt like going to FashionBar and being the stupid young people that we are, we couldn't go along.

7. Studied Physics for like another half an hour when I got home and fell asleep.

Today
1. Physics was shit. Thankgod I didn't mug alot for it, because I wouldn't have been able to do it even if i did.
2. WENT HOME RIGHT AFTER MY PAPER. HAH.
3. And caught up on alot of sleep.

Ahah, so yes, I'm done here, and off I go to continue Geog toodles.





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Aiyai so pretty! It would make like the awesomestest prom dress ever like I like this better than the red Valentino I was obsessing about for the longest time (also because this is like 1/5 the price of that). SOMEONE BUY IT FOR ME PLEASE? Thank you! Oh, and surprise surprise, IT ISN'T MARC! Jay Godfrey, so it's slightly cheaper, easier on your pockets! ;) Thankssssssss



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LIKE TWO DOWN SEVEN MORE TO GO! I feel so relieved now yay.

English was a screw up though. I wrote my essay and was actually quite pleased with it when i read it once through. Then I went to re-read the question and realised how I totally ddn't address like half on the question. Gee. And I didn't have time to like rewrite the whole thing obviously. So I'll probably end up with half the content marks. So you know what? Whatever.

Biology was okay! I read the first question and freaked out a little because it was the FIRST question and I didn't know how to do it. So I decided to go from the back and I was so much more relaxed cus they were more do-able. So other, than the first question, it was generally okay. So that's wonderful YAY because I expected it to be alot harder.

Social Studies tomorrow and I haven't even started. Am like so screwed. Especially because I can only start studying at night because thee is going out with thy hot 19yearold Brazillian and Giselle and Gary. And because I will not miss it for the world because he's leaving for NY tomorrow or Friday. ): ): ): ): ):

Yes okay, off to do as much SS I can in half an hour tooodles!

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I think mugging may be good for your soul.

Okay, NO. Wait. I take that back... I totally take that back. You see, it's just that after I mug, I start becoming really happy about little stuff. Like I was so darn elated when I saw the editorial above. (BUT YES OMG IT IS SO CUTE DON'T YOU THINK. Agyness looks perfect and Gemma looks damn adorable!!)

I'm like in an awful giggly mood now. I think I've mugged Bio quite a bit today and I'm tres happy with myself YAYAYAYAYAY.

Oh, and of course I would have died if I didn't do something exciting to last me the day... I watched Simpsons, finally. I was expecting it to be a lot funnier, but it was good anyhow! :D Except some bits were too "Happy Tree Friends" for my liking. I don't know how I ever found Happy Tree Friends funny. It makes me miserable to watch now.

I became all giggly after I watched America's Got Talent and the rapping granny was so cute! Like I was LOL-ing like literally. And to think I was watching it all alone in the living room, and laughing aloud to myself... Whatever, you must watch it if you haven't.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Omg shit, my giggly fit's bad again. This is so bad.

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AHH! So cute right! SOMEONE MAKE ME A PRADA MEAL PLEASEEEEEE? :D :D :D :D :D

It's 8:52 and I'm awake on a Sunday. I woke up at 7 today, intending to start mugging early because the whole of my yesterday was spent sleeping and eating and sleeping and watching High School Musical 2 with my little sister (I KNOW. SHUT UP) and sleeping. And well, yeah. You get my point.

The past 2hours haven't been productive either. I like bathed for the first hour and spent my time oooooooogling on the computer for the second. (LIKE OMG YOU MUST LOOK AT MAXAZRIA RESORT! IT IS LIKE THE BEST.)










:D :D :D I bet you're squealing in delight too! I know right!!!! By far my favouritest Resort collection! YAYAYAYAYAYAY

Okay. Enough. I'm off to mug Bio now. SERIOUSLY. Toodles!

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HAHA It's called our celebration mode photo. For the oblivious, yes, our school won bahas! :D Like how cool. Yay Mary Sheila(who also got best overall pembahas WOAH) Soff Liza(who was best pembahas for the match) and Nisa! :D After the whole thing, some camera person wanted to take a picture of our bahasers and the supporters so like he made us gather around and told us to get into celebration mode. No, that wasn't the picture of us he took, we are not retarded like that! We're quite shy too okay! The picture is in BH today hahaha super ugly can. That one above is OUR own celebration mode picture:D

School today wasn't as bad as it's been lately. BECAUSE WE DIDN'T HAVE MATH. AND WE AREN'T GONNA HAVE MATH ANYTIME THE WHOLE WEEK :D because of the long holiday and the absence of the Math teacher. WOOOHOO WOOHOO WOOHOO Please understand my joy, I SO BLOODY HATE MATH LESSONS. They are like the WORST ever ever ever ever!

We had some letter-writing Malay SA thing today. And I screwed it up SO BAD. My Malay sucks lah): And like I wanted to say something about building a slope but then I realised I didn't know what slope in Malay was, and I couldn't possibly cancel out the whole point because I was quite far into it already. I ended up writing SLOP. :/ Gee, I'm sure there's such a thing.): According to Karyanet.com, it's "cerun". Like how the heck was I supposed to know that!

I am so excited for EYAs to end! :D :D :D Okay, yeah, I know it hasn't even started and I'm not the least prepared. But it's nice to have something to look forward to! I've decided to have like one week of bunking in in front of the TV/computer watching fun stuff. Haha I have the whole Season1 of Ugly Betty to rewatch because I missed TONS of the episodes on TV. Then I have Marie Antoinette which apparently has tons of kickass Manolo Blahniks in it :D And there's Kinky Boots and Les Poupees Russes (which has Audry Tautao) and Priceless and Dirty Pretty Things (which both also have Audrey Tautao :D)! Haha yeah okay. Enough of the excitement. I must find more good movies to watch YAYAYAY

BUT FOR NOW, I will wallow in my misery of schoolwork): TOODLES!



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Howdyho. The Malay Room is shit scary when you are in it alone. ): Mmhmm, I'm in it alone as I'm typing this): Because everyone went to watch Angklung, but I would NEVER. EVER... for obvious reasons I don't have to mention here. The bahas-ers are next door mm, engaging themselves in intellectual conversation probably... or not. I don't know. Anyhow I hope bahas goes well tomorrow and like we win and that noone cries (HELLO MARY THIS IS A HINT THOUGH I'M GUESSING YOU WONT READ THIS ANYTIME BEFORE TOMORROW'S MATCH) I'm sure Mary will do well anyway. SHE HAS HER FRIENDSHIP PANTY (haha that's what Kak Myrah calls it) TO GIVE HER ALL THE LUCK IN THE WORLD.

HAHA YES I have a friendship panty too :D The three of us have a matching pair of panties from Forever21 HEE:D Bought it while I was out to Vivo with Kak Myrah on mm, Monday(i think). Watched Transformers too. Megan Fox is THE hottest thing. And so is Josh Duhamel duh, I am still not over the fact that he's with Fergie! WHY FERGIE! WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY. But apart from hot people, the movie was FUN FUN :D Oh and that was when I met Megatron. Okay so I don't LIKE Megatron as like a character but holy shit I love his /its(whatever) name! :D Don't you think Megatron is like THE coolest name ever! :D :D :D Which explains my blog. I think I'd want to name my son Megatron. Shit. He'll be the coolest kid in town! :D

I think this post has been like WTF and super incoherent. But you can't blame me for not being able to think straight when I'm in this place): I SWEAR I HEARD SOMETHING. OKAY. NO I DIDN'T. I SO DIDN'T. THERE SO AREN'T ANY RATS OR ANYTHING OF THE LIKES OVER HERE.

Oh, I had my orals just now. Yes orals. And NO, not the sort you were thinking of, sheesh. Orals where you read a passage and pretend to engage in a conversation. I don't think it went well? Because I was completely hopeless at the conversation thing, but it's not MY fault the quote stank lah. It was about how health is important to be moral and religious and how someone become useless when he isn't well. Mm, SOMETHING along that line lah. So strange right): Gee WHATEVERRR

Oh I had Geog SA in the morning too. I thought it was quite okay, but after the paper everyone said is SEEMED okay but it's secretly very hard. Like gee:/ okay. I'm trying to convince myself that it wasn't bad and that it's as okay as I thought it was. But I'm never right at stuff academic-related): Shithole

End of Years are super duper soon): I am so not looking forward): AT ALL. I told myself my EYAs won't be as bad as all the shit assessments I've taken this year. But looking at the rate I'm going, I'm doubting it VERY much): I don't know how I'm going to cope in RJ and that's ANOTHER thing I'm not looking forward too. It just seems so nightmare-ish somehow.

Oh, we're going on a Malaysia trip after EYAs though :D Us batchies and some other random people I don't really care about. But yes, at least there's some light to look forward to. It seems like fun. WE ARE GOING COCKLE FISHING :D :D :D HAHAHAHA Like how cool is that!

Okay I need the toilet now. Bye. V

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I figured I didn't want a password-protected blog anymore, hee. Because I shouldn't be saying the things I shouldn't be saying. So yes, this whole un-password-protected thing is supposed to encourage me to mm, be aware of what I say. HOHO

So like I am not supposed to be doing this because I like have TONS of work to do and I have spent the last 30minutes very unproductively, creating this. SO MM YEAH, I'll blog properly another time. Soon enough, maybe. TOODLES MUNCHKINS! :D

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